Until Next Year....

Can a boyfriend like fall out of the sky for me? I feel fat and ugly, I wish my hair would grow 5 more inches over night, and I wish my closet will fill with gorgeous clothes and accessories. I wish a super cute guy would ask me out. I wish I at least had friends. I feel like I always want these things. I feel like I will never get these things. Why can't I just be content with what I have, how I look, and my life in general? This is useless. Maybe things will change for me in January. I don't know, maybe things will get better for me. for now, I'll just keep eating (slightly) healthier and working out regularly.