I've felt pretty unsupported these past couple of days. My best friend only ever wants to talk about her boyfriend issues and it makes me feel so alone. It's probably because it's that time and I'm an emotional wreck, but I do feel like ever since she became involved with this guy she isn't very helpful. Sometimes I think I'm being selfish, but I always listen to her problems and provide feedback. When I try to talk about my problems, it somehow turns into a discussion about whether or not she should break up with him. I honestly feel like of you have to question it so much, you shouldn't be in the relationship. It's annoying that people who don't even know how to take care of themselves end up in relationships, and I've never even experienced one. Not even a bad one. Well I've had a bad relationship, but it wasn't a real one. Don't I deserve a nice guy? I guess not. This is all I've thought about lately.
Whatever. This is my life. Things will be different in college, it has to be. I'll just look forward to starting over.