Happy Birthday to me, I'm cool as can be. Now I'm cool and a year older, happy freakin birthday to me!!! So today(well, technically, yesterday) is(was) my birthday. It was great. The celebrations aren't over, but I feel so loved :). I was in a major funk, but I feel better now. The only thing that kind of bugged me was Darling. He really dissapointed me. Like, in a huge way. He wished me a happy birthday, but I still feel a little snubbed. He kind of blew me off and then gave some lame ass excuse. Like, whatever if you can't hang out with me, but tell me that. Don't keep me waiting. That's a huge petpeeve for me. I REALLY can't stand that shit. I wouldn't do that to anyone, so don't do it to me. The really sucky thing is this morning when I got his text, I got excited. I'm thinking oh, great, he came out from his bstupid cave just in time for my birthday. That's what I get for getting my hopes up. I never learn. I always allow my idiotic optimism to get the best of me and I'm constantly getting dissapointed. Like, wtf? I'm taking it personally because he's been acting like this ever since my College Trip/Workshop AND it was my birthday. He has enough battery or time to update his Facebook but not to text me to see if I'm okay?? Word?? That's how you feel?? That's what our relationship is all about?? So, if I'm not your girlfriend, I'm not shit?? Fine, that's ok. I'm loyal to those who are loyal to me. And right now, I'm not really feeling it. You just can't go from always being there to being there when you feel like it. That's exactly why a lot of people are no longer in my life. Anyway, on a lighter note, my birthday was AMAZEballs. I had a lot of fun. I'm getting my hair done, going out for ice cream, AND going shopping. Hopefully, I get some more birthday ca$h. Don't worry dolls, I'm okay. I swear, I'm f_cking O K A Y ! :)
*Valley Girl for Congrats on like getting old and junk *_*
