How things have changed since last year... I hardly recognize the foolish girl who wrote the 43 posts before this one. She was just a caterpillar and since I've got my wings, I'm remodeling this blog. It's a new year. I'm not that different. I'm a little smarter, more confident, more optimistic, but I'm still that psychotic, overemotional, lonely girl. Well, I'm not that lonely anymore. I'm not as obsessed with having a relationship anymore. I'm focusing on bigger and better things now. I've decided I have no clue what I'm gonna do with my life, but I'm going to Film School and I'm going to continue to write. I'm gonna keep making up stories, making songs, and letting my imagination marry my emotions and have little crazy babies. I lost myself a bit for a while. I started letting other people(and my hormones) let decisions for me. But that's over. I made myself believe I was in control when I really wasn't. That's done. I'm in control now. I am the only me I wanna be. Because of my new outlook, once again, I'm changing how I'm gonna sign off in the different way.
So darling, be who you wanna be 'cause that's the only you you can be(blew your mind didn't it)-L.H. ♫♥
