Am I ever really sure what I feel? Not really, no. I'm forever confused. Maybe I should change my name to FC. Let me explain the reason for confusion(great band name). I got kissed. No, not on the lips, as if I'd ever get that lucky, get real it's still me. On the cheek. It was shocking, but me being the super chill chick I am, I hardly budged, but it still threw me way off guard. It was a friend who planted one on me. He made the "muah" noise too. It was odd and I'm not sure how I feel about it. I know for definetely sure he doesn't like me like that and I know for definetely sure I don't like him like that either. I'm not torn on whether I should allow myself to feel deep feelings for him like I usually do with guys, I still don't know how to react I guess. We were closer(literally) than usual that day. I'm still trying to understand why it happened I guess. I don't know. As usual I'm overthinking life. Shame on me. This is precisely why I'm supposed to be taking a break from this blog. I obsess that much more when I blog. Stupid me. I'm going to try to find something to do with myself[insert dirty joke here]. Thnks for reading, stay FAB!:)
-L.H. ♥ (aka FC)
