Misery

Life always has a way of making me totally miserable. Hoping, wishing,
and believing as hard as I can just doesn't seem to work for me. I look
forward to lemonade, but life doesn't provide the sugar and water, or
the means to get it. It only gives sour, rotting lemons that I can't do
anything with. Clearly, I'm not having a good day. I should be having
tons of fun, instead I'm stuck someplace I don't want to be. I have no
say in where I can go or what I can do. I've been planning to go
somewhere for like three weeks and the day before I was all set to go, I
was forced somewhere else. I'm basically I prisoner in my own life. It
sucks but it could be worse. I don't even want to think about the worse
possible scenarios. I've never really been good at making the best of a
bad situation, but I'm good at pretending everything is gravy so as long
people believe I'm fine, it's whatever. So, I'm going to continue to
pretend I'm fine. Thnx for reading, stay FAB :)
-L.H. ♥